Should i send it to her or or not?

I have been speakin' to this girl for one week now she's 5 years older than me 20. I lied to her that am 17 and she really likes me. She said a couple of times she loves me and idk I started fallin' for her and wanted to tell her the truth but I couldn't cause ever time she told me I love u I just couldn't say it. I made a video and apologized to her to tell her the truth but I don't know if I should send it or just leave it I really need help please help me out.